Kazuya did send messages. Mama-san replied, I still have at least one of her replies. I can’t recall though the last time she sent him a message first. I’m sorry, but it’s just the way it is. Plus, I keep seeing her queues and considering the stuff going on to you and your family, I figured you wouldn’t be checking your inbox at all. I barely saw you on FB as well, until the other day when we talked.
Genki dropped the conversation. Or you don’t remember? We were talking through our inboxes and you stopped replying. I said a million times to people: If I don’t reply to your ask, resend it. It was eaten. I was always the one coming to people.
I always check if they’re online, if I have them on FB I ask them ‘why isn’t your chara online, I miss them’. Barely anyone, with an exception of Izanami’s typist a few times, does that with me. It’s like I could disappear for days and weeks and barely anyone would notice. Which did happen. Kazuya tended to not be online for days on tumblr and he hasn’t been for weeks (months perhaps) on skype. And nothing. I message random people as well and no one replies.
So, why should I bother?
I do care about every single person that Kazu can call a friend, which is 3 or 4 people (Yuuki, you, Iza and his father). But I’m not going to run after other people anymore. I feel clingy and annoying that way. That’s all.